Optomism

The other night was a little dramatic, I know. But my 19 year old sister having chest pains scared the crap out of me. It turns out that she has inflamed lungs, probably from when she was sick last month. If she takes it easy and takes anti inflammatories then she should be fine. *sigh of relief*
Today is the day that I start eating healthier. Well, I will just stop eating bad things. I am still in search of that amazing will power that I had a few months ago. It was nice.

Goals for 2010:
- Be healthier
- Don't procrastinate (as much)
- Keep in/get back into contact with old friends
- BE MORE OUTGOING
- Go to more live shows
- Find an amazing job

There are more, I just can't think of them off the top of my head.

I know that i'm young but I am also getting to the stage in my life where all of my friends are either settled, getting married and/or having kids. I personally don't want the marriage/kids thing right now but I wouldn't say no to having a nice man in my life. Kinda hoping 2010 brings that along. I personally think that I have a lot to work on within myself before I get into anything serious but still. I would just like to know what it's like. I am the only 22 year old that I know that has never actually been in a relationship. Sure, I have met some almosts in the past but since the last almost was seeing me & another girl at the same time I have pretty much given up on it. That was last October, and that is sad to admit. I think this year I really just need to put myself out there, get over my insecurites & see what happens. With all of the people out there I am bound to meet someone, right? I don't know what 2010 will bring but I am being more optomistic this year.