I may not always get a long with my younger sister but the thought of her being in excruciating pain & in the hospital definitely made me burst into tears. We are 2 days into 2010 & I was hoping that this year wouldn't be filled with the same things that 2009 was. 2009 felt like a sucker punch in the gut. Sure, there were positive things that happened as well but a few years from now when I look back & think of 2009 I won't remember the small positive things, I will remember how upsetting it was to lose one of the most important people in my life. It has been almost 9 months & I don't think that I will ever get over it.
My sister is 19, 20 in less than 3 weeks. She is not supposed to have chest pains. She also isn't supposed to keep it from us when she does. She doesn't live @ home anymore so it's not like we see her on a regular basis. She was home for Christmas though. I have so many thoughts going through my head right now & there is nobody here to calm me down. *deep breathes*
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